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Ok, so I've been seeing a therapist. I've been wondering if I should bring up being a pedo. I don't download child rape vids or think i will ever touch a child, but I'm starting to think I might be in the pre-'admit you have a problem' stage. So, I could just not realize I have a problem? I mean, if someone came up to me and was like "Dude, I'm a pedo. Should I get help?" My answer would be yes, but I don't think of it as a problem. Just the way I am. I'm also attracted to adults (admittingly, I go back on forth on which I like more. I always veer back to children, but I think the taboo of it edges it out. can't have it so I want it more?), so I figured I might be able to live my whole life without incident.

However, I have severe social anxiety and I never think people want to talk to me or find me interesting/attractive. I'm thinking maybe its because of being a pedo and I know that if people knew they would hate me -- even though I've never really done anything except what can only be termed thought crime.

Is pedophilia a treatable thing? Like, is there any treatment that will make you NOT be a pedo. I'm not talking about chemical of physical castration. Is there no cure? Is it like homosexuality? Is it possible to unlearn it? I assume its not and if thats the case I don't see the point in bringing it up if it can't be cured.

Am I wrong? Can it be cured? Should I bring it up even though it can't be? Will the helpfulness of it overcome the change in my therapist's opinion of me? I know nothing surprises them. I also know he specializes in sex therapy because of the books in bookcase (though I assume most patients, from the titles of the books, are trying to overcome being molested.)

Im very suicidal (haven't mentioned that) and I wonder if my problems might be me punishing myself for being a pedo? I dunno. Maybe its the weed talking.
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I think it is a mental thing. Depends if you trust your therapist enough. He/she could help you with it, discover why you like children, etc.

You did not do anything, and you cannot be punished for your thoughts. It's up to you mate, but it is a good thing that you think about it.

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