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No. 92
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I skipped showering for nearly three weeks because I ran out of clothes to wear. For some fucking weird reason I was too anxious to take a shower or do my laundry, I think it was the fear of being seen doing personal chores (I can't tolerate being judged, even by my family). My routine for all that time was waking up in the afternoon, lying on my bed with my laptop, and fapping around 7 times every day. It seems pathetic but I don't even care, I am probably too depressed. Now something else is coming up, I have to work on my front lawn because we are too poor to afford landscaping services. Stepping out of the house just to get to my car is pretty fucking stressful by itself, now imagine being seen by strangers for about an hour. 25 yo still living with mom. Fuck, dude.
I started working out two months ago and quit 2 weeks ago because I don't like feeling lethargic. I lost plenty of weight and put a bit of muscle mass. Exercise makes me feel great, but still not good enough to motivate me to do absolutely anything. I kinda alternate between periods of complete inactivity and frequent inactivity. I am probably going to die from a pulmonary embolism or stroke from my lack of movement.
I don't think I could kill myself. I really enjoy browsing the internet aimlessly, bitching to strangers, and watching hilarious series.
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