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No. 72
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>>71
I was overweight when I was younger besides having social anxiety issues. So one day I became attracted to this girl and started losing weight in an intent to attract her. I knew I would never ask her out because I am too fucked up to establish a healthy relationship, but I lied to myself and used the motivation to keep working out. When I got to the point where I was content with my body I gained the confidence to go out more often. This improvement did nothing for my social life although it boosted my self-esteem considerably. I am again in the process of losing weight and putting on some muscle, but this time is different. I've seen some chicks on dating sites who may just be as socially retarded as I am, so I am going just going to go for it. Before I even put up my profile I'll have to get a job as well. Thank the Universe fear of being lonely for the rest of my life can actually motivate to do positive changes. I am pretty sure I am depressed as shit, I just hope that being with another person will provide me with different insights and more shit to do.
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